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Is this relevant. I know this switch crook to your left by Ben is fucken waste high. Stevie Williams style homie. I guess ... fuck. I'm stuck in a rut thinking about what all you out there will think of me since I hate on drinking and smoking so much. But fuck , you can easily hit the X button right and never read any of my rants. Or you can just not read what I write. I think about it though. When people go to a new city what are they searching for? I guess I've just decided to go spend my time outside of bars and in the streets. I can't even really enjoy musical shows that much anymore if the spot is smoke filled and there are people spilling beer on me and shit. I feel like I'm one of those stuck upr ich fucks on the titanic all worried about looks and money. But I'm not. I still love getting down, letting lose, why the fuck am I writing about that? Social lubricant as my friend calls it. I guess we drink to lose control. To let loose. I just know its possible to do this shit without drinking. And why would it be acceptable to tell a girl you want her if your drunk instead of sober? I find more excitement and rush when I am sober. Its easier too almost. Sloppy drunks, been there. If ya find yourself at a Jimmy Buffet concert, you know you've been drinking too much.
Which brings me to my next conclusion, I know where fighting and yelling at eachother is appropriate, death metal shows. Metal or punk shows were made to be loud. I was at this Green apple festival on 420. A bunch o fucken hippies man. Happy though. I can't hate. But why the fuck was I so... not into it? The homie who would beat box every so often was tight, but damn, I eventually peaced out to Hippie hill where the focus was on all the homeless, rich, kids, and youth with bongos, drums, guitars, and yells. Just jamming out, no need for a stage, the ground was our stage. I fucked up my $40 gold and black harmonica. I've fucked up too many harmonicas in the past few years. Lost em, squashed em, played em too hard. I guess I need an indestructable harmonica.
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